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Name: Cayton
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Crowley
Birthday: 7/3/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: Music, and humans of the female nature
Expertise: music
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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AIM: BBCguyyep


Member Since: 2/19/2004

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Friday, March 31, 2006

hmmm.... well things have been... odd to put it in words i guess...lots of crazy unexpected things have been happening, but in a good way... God has been revealing the path very openly, it is true... the Lord works in very very mysterious ways... I wish i could tell you guys all that has happened... but yeah, most wouldnt understand... others would be judgemental.... and some would laugh right along with me... but Im happy and content with my life... I prayed that God would show me the path I should go... and in a very open and obvious way... I love you God... thank you for so openly showing me where it is I should go... Thank you God...

Cayton Ray


Sunday, March 19, 2006

Please pray for me, i am about to make a life changing decision to join the military, Air Force actually... Pray for me indeed because ill definately need it... I love all of you guys, and I will surely miss all of my friends here in springfield, but this is what I gotta do... and I'll definately pray for you guys and think of you guys.... well thats all i got for now....  thanks guys

Cayton Ray


Friday, March 10, 2006

Poem of my life

My heart on the floor
shattered to pieces
no one to pick it up
so ill turn away from jesus

let this cocaine fill my body
ruin the life i once had
let this X detroy my mind
it just cant be that bad

as living a life
with pain and sorrow
God please dont let me see
daylights of tomorrow

acid take me away
to a place of happiness
only to wake up
to heart-breaking sadness

everythings okay
marijuana makes me feel
till i come down
realize everything is real

ketamine will promise
there will be no pain
till im out of the hole
everythings in vain

heroin like a snake bite
enters through my veins
take away some sadness
but it all ends up the same

nothing seems to work
Ill take my own life today
even hell couldnt feel this bad
so ill give my life away

God why did you keep me here
why am i alive?
what could it be
that my heart would try to hide?

Now I see the light
nothing can hold me back
GET AWAY FROM ME SATAN!!!
I scream into the black

Demons grab at me
to pull me back down
it seems nothing can help me
nothing at all now

I stand alone,
until i look up
and see Jesus there
eyes filled with love

The demons they screech
as he looks down to see
one by one they die
as his blood covers me

blood drips down
from his hands and feet
to cover my sins
cleanse everything

He smiles silently
as i look in his eyes
'I love you son
I did this whole time'

"when you tried to take your life
it was my arms you felt
it was me who held you
when you cried as you knelt"

"when you said out loud
'no one loves me'
I cried deeply
because I do you see?"

"Those drugs that you took
now have no power over you
I AM THE LORD GOD
and this I promise you!"

now go my son
live the life I give
take over this world
in my name you'll live

"just remember today
what i have done for you
and bring it to the world
who completely shunned you"

I stood there in awe
gathering what was said
"I will fight till the end
until i lay dead"

I turned to look down
stared satan down in this place
you have no hold over me
GET OUT OF MY FACE!

you tried to bring me down
tried to take my life
look whos laughing now you prick
Ill be winning THIS fight

He laughed at me
said ill be back for you
I spit in his face and said
'I hope its soon'

His faced turned
from laughter to fear
as from heavenly light
his body began to sear

Satan turned and ran
like the cowardly prick he is
nothing can hold me back
because with me and God...
I win


niki is a lesbian who likes boys...

 

CaytonRay


Thursday, February 23, 2006

Well its been a while since i updated, ive been kinda havin a crazy life... lots of stress and stuff, looking for a new job... I signed up for a biokinetics study for 600 dollars but i wont have that money until like april... so yeah i need some way to make money till then..... well, I really dont have anything else... so ttyl

 

Cayton Ray



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